acmer -- 最美的情书

2014-09-29 20:51:45

POJ 2482

Fleeting time does not blur my memory of you. Can it really be 4 years since I first saw you? I still remember, vividly, on the beautiful Zhuhai Campus, 4 years ago, from the moment I saw you smile, as you were walking out of the classroom and turned your head back, with the soft sunset glow shining on your rosy cheek, I knew, I knew that I was already drunk on you. Then, after several months’ observation and prying, your grace and your wisdom, your attitude to life and your aspiration for future were all strongly impressed on my memory. You were the glamorous and sunny girl whom I always dream of to share the rest of my life with. Alas, actually you were far beyond my wildest dreams and I had no idea about how to bridge that gulf between you and me. So I schemed nothing but to wait, to wait for an appropriate opportunity. Till now — the arrival of graduation, I realize I am such an idiot that one should create the opportunity and seize it instead of just waiting.

These days, having parted with friends, roommates and classmates one after another, I still cannot believe the fact that after waving hands, these familiar faces will soon vanish from our life and become no more than a memory. I will move out from school tomorrow. And you are planning to fly far far away, to pursue your future and fulfill your dreams. Perhaps we will not meet each other any more if without fate and luck. So tonight, I was wandering around your dormitory building hoping to meet you there by chance. But contradictorily, your appearance must quicken my heartbeat and my clumsy tongue might be not able to belch out a word. I cannot remember how many times I have passed your dormitory building both in Zhuhai and Guangzhou, and each time aspired to see you appear in the balcony or your silhouette that cast on the window. I cannot remember how many times this idea comes to my mind: call her out to have dinner or at least a conversation. But each time, thinking of your excellence and my commonness, the predominance of timidity over courage drove me leave silently.

Graduation, means the end of life in university, the end of these glorious, romantic years. Your lovely smile which is my original incentive to work hard and this unrequited love will be both sealed as a memory in the deep of my heart and my mind. Graduation, also means a start of new life, a footprint on the way to bright prospect. I truly hope you will be happy everyday abroad and everything goes well. Meanwhile, I will try to get out from puerility and become more sophisticated. To pursue my own love and happiness here in reality will be my ideal I never desert.

Farewell, my princess!

If someday, somewhere, we have a chance to gather, even as gray-haired man and woman, at that time, I hope we can be good friends to share this memory proudly to relight the youthful and joyful emotions. If this chance never comes, I wish I were the stars in the sky and twinkling in your window, to bless you far away, as friends, to accompany you every night, sharing the sweet dreams or going through the nightmares together.

流年不模糊我对你的记忆。它可以真正为4年来我第一次看到你吗？我还记得，历历在目，在美丽的珠海校区，4年前，从我看到你的微笑，因为你走出教室，把你的头向后仰，用柔软的晚霞映照在你的脸颊红润的那一刻，我知道，我知道，我已经醉了你。然后，经过数个月的观察和窥探，你的恩典，你的智慧，你的生活态度，你的愿望的未来都在我的记忆深深地铭记。你是迷人的，阳光明媚的女孩就是我一直梦想的分享我的生活与休息。唉，其实你是远远超出了我最疯狂的梦想，我不知道如何弥补你和我之间的鸿沟。于是我处心积虑只是等待，等待一个合适的时机。到目前为止 - 毕业的到来，我知道我这样一个人应该创造机会和把握的只是等待它，而不是一个白痴。

这些天来，已经分手的朋友，室友和同学一个接一个，我仍然无法相信的事实，挥舞着双手后，这些熟悉的面孔很快就会从我们的生活中消失，变成没有比记忆更。我会从学校的明天搬走。而你打算飞很远很远，去追求你的未来，并实现你的梦想。也许我们不会满足对方的任何更多，如果没有缘分和运气。所以，今晚，我徘徊在你的宿舍楼，希望能见到你偶然。但矛盾的是，你的外表必须加快我的心跳，我的笨拙的舌头可能无法嗝出一个字。我不记得我曾经多少次了你的宿舍楼，无论是在珠海，广州，每一次渴望看到你出现在阳台或您的剪影投在窗口上。我不记得有多少次这样的想法在我脑海：叫她出去吃晚饭，或者至少一段对话。但每一次，以为自己所擅长和我的共性，胆怯了勇气的优势开车送我默默离开。

毕业，意味着生命的结束在大学，这些光荣的，浪漫年年底。你可爱的笑容是我的原激励努力工作，这单恋将两个密封在深海中我的心脏，我的脑海中的记忆。毕业，也意味着开始新的生活，在途中对光明的前景足迹。我真的希望你每天都快乐出国，一切顺利。同时，我会尝试从幼稚走出去，变得更加复杂。在这里追求在现实中我自己的爱情和幸福将是我的理想我从来没有抛弃我们。

别了，我的公主！

如果有一天，某个地方，我们有机会聚集，甚至头发花白的男人和女人，在那个时候，我希望我们能成为好朋友自豪地分享这种记忆重新点燃了青春，欢乐的情绪。如果这个机会不出现，我希望我是在天空中闪烁在你窗前的星星，祝福你很远，像朋友一样，每天晚上陪你，分享甜蜜的梦，或通过噩梦一起去。