Happy New Year

今年的元旦能明显感觉到节日的狂欢。一方面，论文的事情，压抑了好久，另一方面，把自己融入节日之中。所以才有了节日的深度参与。

早上还是按时的起床，看了朋友圈，内心却能专注于平静。因为见到了优秀的人，才发现自己的渺小，这应该是一种焦虑。上午修改论文的时候，发现了一种套路，下午三点的时候就已经按照套路修改完论文。三点的时候已经不想呆在教研室里了，记下剩下的任务，关于第二章，大幅改动的问题。

下午回到宿舍，决定开始学习吉他，在调音的时候就弄断了一根弦，当时，很后悔，很紧张，但发现换根弦其实也很简单。让我想起了，小时候把家里的东西弄坏了，总是很紧张。现在也是这样，弄坏了东西，总会变得很紧张。错误也是有价值的，让我对于吉他结构有了新的认识。这种犯错情结并不是好事。

下午六点钟去包饺子的时候，才发现人很多，我找不到能融入的地方，只能回教研室。随后，吃过晚饭，与教研室的同学一起参加各个学院的晚会，才发现自己对于不擅长的事情（比如唱歌），现在已经变得很陌生，甚至，去尝试也需要很大的勇气。随后，回到教研室，在等待着去参加学校的跨年晚会，可惜去了两次，都没有进去，直到凌晨前我才进去赶上了晚会的尾声。今晚我们的群里有很多红包，异常的活跃，可就算是平常网速很好的学校，在这个关键时候，也显得力不从心。

This year 's New Year' s Day can obviously feel the festive carnival. On the one hand, the paper thing, suppressed for a long time, on the other hand, into their own festivals. So have the depth of participation in the festival.

Morning or get up on time, but the heart can not focus on calm. Because to see more good people, only to find their own small, this should be an anxiety. Am modified paper, found a routine, so, at three in the afternoon when the routine has been modified in accordance with the completion of the paper. Three points have not wanted to stay in the teaching room, and write down the remaining tasks, on the second chapter, a substantial change in the problem.

Back to the dormitory, decided to start learning guitar, in the tuning time to break a string, then, very sorry, very nervous, but found that change the root string is actually very simple. Reminds me of a child to break the things at home, always very nervous. Now is the case, broke something, always become very nervous. Error is also valuable, let me have a new understanding of the guitar structure. This complex is not a good thing.

Six o'clock in the afternoon to dumplings, only to find a lot of people, I could not find a place to integrate. Then, with the staff of the Department to participate in the evening of the college, only to find themselves not good at things, and now has become very strange, even to try also need a lot of courage. Then, back to the teaching room, waiting to attend the school's New Year's Eve party, but unfortunately went twice, do not go in until early morning before I went in to catch up with the end of the party. Tonight, our group has a lot of red envelopes, unusually active, can be a normal speed even a good school, at this critical time, but also seem powerless.