December 12th 2016 Week 51st Monday

Nothing is impossible for a willing heart.

心之所愿，无所不成。

I wish I can be a strong, clever, powerful and rich man.

Is it possible?

Maybe the only thing I can do is sitting down and waiting my doom.

But what is my doom?

I once wrote an imaginary biography of myself, in the article, I said I died in the wilderness without anybody recovering my body and left it for the animals.

Did I say in the article that I would be alone all my life and my whole life would be a fight against poverty and failure?

I forget.

You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question.

你知道，魅力就是不用问得很直白，就能得到肯定的答复。

I want to be asked clear question, and then I will give the right answer.

And I want to get the clear answer after I ask the questions.

Severals days ago, I was really bothered with having no answers from the girl I am trying to chase.

Maybe I am not charming enough and my characteristics are not attractive for her.

Let it be. I have already chosen to give her up and try to go after a gril who is also a coder.