I don't Blame You that You don't Understand Me

I don't Blame You that You don't Understand Me

Every one has a dead corner in himself,

with no entry nor entrance

I put the deepest secret there.

I don't blame you that  you don't understand me

Every one has a wound,

Sometimes deep and sometimes shallow,

Feels like no existence when covered with cloth.

I bury the red blood there.

Every one has an experience of love,

In the heart and mind,

Moved and sad.

I hide my hottest emotions there.

Every one has a line of tears,

Cold water in the body turns to be the hot tears.

I flow mu saddest grievance there.

Every one has a confession of love,

anxious, uneasy while full of sincerity and courage.

I use the most affectionate words there.

You never see the moment when I love you the most.

Because I love you the most when I cannot see you.

You never see the moment when I am lonely.

Because I am lonely only when you cannot see me.

Maybe I am too able to hide myself.

Maybe I comfort myself too much.

Maybe in your eyes I can take care of myself a lot.

You ignore my feelings

You think selfishly that I can recover soon.

I have experienced all hardship

No love, no blame.

You cannnot understand me,

and I don't blame you.