Can't push you anymore...

为什么我们不趁着年轻去冒险?
等我们准备好,也许都已经被生活冲淡了激情.
Go to different places,to meet different people.
To try, to find out what u love to do and maybe the one u love and loves u.
During the days that you are far away, I am so empty.
I just wanna hold your hand, sniff your hair and ease your pain.
Maybe I am not good enough. that's the reason why you aren't addicted to me.

I'd failed so many ppl.
And especially the one who love me so much, I hurt them, hardly.
Maybe I deserve this.

I don't know if I would love you for the whole life long.I can't commit the future and promise something that so fake.
But I do know that the fact I am nice to you is not because that I am lonely and wanna find someone to company and even wanna fuck you.
I do know is the fact that I want to be your closest friend and share our life and get though the hardness together.

我知道,追人不能太急切,起码不能表现的太急切,不然会让对方有被逼迫地感觉而招致反感.
我知道我现在很像Ted或者Raj,急切地想表露心迹.
但毕竟你也并非Robin或者Emily,我们国家的女生反而更像是Ted或者Raj.
我只是自私的想,我那么喜欢你,想和你度过最美好的时光.如果彼此没有不可弥合的冲突,甚至一生也有可能.
我知道对于慎重的女生,对她付出远不如让其付出.中国女生的瞻前顾后也并非没有道理 ,因此一旦让她投入过多,反而即使对方变烂也难以let it go.

也许我以后应该远远地在近处观望着你,可这样又如何解你忧伤?
看你落寞单薄的身影,我只想和你站在一起经受.

也许你本不需要保护,你必然也是个独立而坚强的人.
但毕竟再坚强的人也有内心的柔软,也有自己才能察觉的感伤.

也许你只是我步入人间认识到的第一个喜欢的女生吧.
也许我在天堂和地狱太久太久,久到迫不及待了.显得太饥渴了吧.

如果吓到你,我真的很抱歉.

但愿有一天我可以帮你揉揉敲键盘发痛的手指,帮你揉揉背,握着你的手.静静地听喜欢的歌.